and she asks you, I hope you understand why I’ll be upset, why my heart will silently break once again, and why I won’t be able to look at you in the eyes.

One of these days, I hope I can unravel these thoughts to you without being judged so harshly, without being yelled at, without being told that I have no right to have these feelings. I feel lost because I don’t know what I’m suppose to think or do.

All those sayings that are suppose to lead you to the right path like “follow your heart” or “do what’s best” etc., they don’t help out much.

Breathe in, breathe out. One day at a time.

Blah blah blah, I can’t take this anymore. Just jump around and be happy and ignore everything. :) Blah blah blahhhh…